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the follwoing just text message betwen E and L, don't pick on the gramers and don't brag about you know soemthing.  if you do, you sucks and you have a low life.

E:  Hi L.  I put an alarm on in my house for 5:30pm in case she needs support before  though i am hearing her say"i am ready." how does she seem today?

L: she seems peaceful in addition to fodd especially butter.  i gve her 2 grams a time but will not exceeds 10 grams.  she came to me for petting her head and rubbing her belly several times yesterday.  i got a cat cube for her.  hope she will like it.  thank again.

E:  Cat cubes are great! i am sure she appreciates all the lvoe that is represents.

L: [texted over a pic of the cat cube that showing Pixie is in it] thankyou she loves it.

E: I have been with her since 5:30.  she asked if you know how much she lvoes you and i said yes, i think you do.

L: yes, i know.  i love her very much too, she walks around quite alert.

E: she slao knows.  she says she thinks it will be easy after and i told her i agre. part of her attention is her on my patio and i am doing reiki on her wihc she likes.  if at any point in time you feel like it is premature, you have the right ot cancel.

L: if she wants to stay, please let me know

E: she does not.  she intuitively feels its is time and that is will not get easier.  i had a friend double check and she got the same about how Pixie is seeing it earlier today.  that said you are there.

L:  ok, i will let her go.  if i was her, at her condition, i would not want to stay too.  too hard for her.  i love her.  i am learning bu ti am an human so i feel the sadness.

E: me too.  I have giving her reiki and part of her consciousness is with me.  she says "I have been so satisifed".  she just said "I have known her inside and i have known her outsides and they are equal beauty."  some of The angels I work with have been with her for at least last 24 hours.  She mentioned it to me ealier today - she is correct and aware and they are giving her a good sense of the fact that there is and will be more.

L: please tell her that a female doctor (doctor's name) will help her.  She laying on floor.  looks so peaceful.  thank you so much

E:  Good! she also lvoes the reiki we are doing.  has her ever met this vet b4 or do they specialize  in this? (and you are welcome)

L: never met.  I guess that this doctor is specialized it.  My mobile vet does not work during weekend.  this is the mobile vet's cowork; (sent the mobile vet's info over to E)

E: ok, i let her know.  She said she doesn't care (meaning it is ok)

L: thank you 

E: she just asked if she could be a guardian angel and i said "of course you can be".  She said she would like to be yours. i have never had an animal ask that before.  would you be open to that?

L: of course, i never havej or feel an guardian angel.  i like her to be my guardian agnel but if she has more important missions, she could change her mind any time.

E: I asked if she knows that and she said" of course i do!" there ismuch balance between you.  

L:  sigh, she is such sweet girl

E: quite a extraordinay consciousness.

L: Yes, doe she worry about me?  please tell her that i wold be fine.

E: She did  not want to prolong in part for you, in part for her.  she knows at this point that she will bew with you after so says she is snot worried about you.  a eing sometiems gradually starts transferring their awareness and she seems o be experiencing that.  She said that was not something she knews 2 days ago....

L: [a red hear] vet just texted me her ETA is about 20 minutes

E: OKAY

E:if you can, forget the vet for now and just be with Pixie.  (I hope you don't mind the advice.)

L; Understnad

L: vet is here

E: ok

L: Ellen, she is gone, thank you so much for the support

E: I know. she has been in a state called Serentiy of Being since about 7:22pm.

L: yes, that is about the time. please tell her don't worry bout my crying.  i am a humand still learning. thank you again

E:  (it is an experience of God-self). A minute or so ago she also said unsolicited, "I am so glad i can be with L" she also said" I can breathe" which i have hare before - it is cosmic breath- and no more nausea.  she is actually really pleased rihgt now. [a purple hear]  She wants to say with you  right now and I said that would be fine.

L: thankyou  she was scared (her natural instinct i knew but she is so peaceful now thantk you

E: she is asking about your grief and is wondering if she did something wrong.  we talked bout this fore but she may need you to reasure her that it is very normal

L: she did nothing wrong.  she was the best.  she is still the best.

E sent me email next day for tellng me Pixie's status and thought.